Oh where to start on a letter to someone I don't know yet, or maybe I do know you right now but we haven't started in a relationship yet.
I guess I should say, Lord knows I am not perfect but I am trying so hard to be a good christian girl. I have a strong addiction to camp, if you don't know Camp Capers, I am sure one day I can fix that problem.
I am a country girl, a hardcore country girl. In fact I would love to sit and watch football with you sometimes, but I also know you want to do that with just your guys sometimes too and that is perfectly fine. I love trucks and mudding. Oh and hunting....yeah that is a crazy love of mine.
But I guess none of that really matters as much as this does. I love you. I am already madly in love with you and would do anything for you. I sit and find myself wondering what you are up too. I hope and pray you are having a good day. In fact I pray for you a lot. I pray for guidance and love for you. I pray that God is filling your life with love and joy. I pray that if you are hurting or struggling that God will help you. I even pray that God molds me into the woman that you need in life.
You know it is funny, I used to pray that God would help me find the perfect guy. A doctor, a country home, a man that would allow me to be a stay at home mom, a strong Christian man, someone who loves to travel the world. But I realize that I don't need any of those things. I now pray for a man that is kind and caring. Strong and supportive. Loving and sweet. I think the only thing that is still a must in that list of things is being a strong Christian man.
I know God will place you in my life at the right moment. A moment that was made for you and I. A moment that will shape who we are as a couple. I used to impatiently wait for that moment, now I know God's timing is always the perfect timing. Granted I am still slightly impatient but I am getting better.
I write this letter not only to remind myself of what is important, but to let you know how much I care for you. I hope one day you see me and get the courage to say hi. I hope you take that step and realize I am you girl.And I am sure we will have rough patches together in life, but I also know and pray that we will support each other to the end.
Knowing me, you won't read this letter until our wedding day. And if that is the case, I hope you aren't too nervous. I hope you are excited and happy. I hope this day is the start of our wonderful life together. I can't wait to see you as I walk down that aisle towards you. But I can promise you my heart will me beating like crazy. And know that if you are reading this on our wedding day, I am praying for you now. Right this second, I am praying for you and for us. This is out day, our love being pledged in front of God and everyone.
I love you so much. More then you will ever know.
See you soon my love!
Your future Mrs.
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